Thursday, December 30, 2010

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building freeze

my facade
built so painstakingly
with an iron self discipline
, unraveling
piece by piece

allows for each year
it more

admirers and lovers
order to maintain
more of sycophants
to mend the cracks

falls with each year
it harder for me
to renew it
decorate
maintain

and increasingly
I begin to think
they fall apart
let
world of my true self to show


because I believe
so bad it's not

Saturday, December 25, 2010

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I thank you, nice .....

Sun third attempt .... ......

sit for about an hour there and try my thoughts ...... to bring the head down on paper but somehow I do not succeed .....

so I'll do it differently now .....

I just say thank you .........

a thank my family, who cared for me and I stop there ....

thank you dear "almost" son-in for the cook and enjoy .... Even if the middle of the night ...... I'm thinking of the wonderful schnitzerln after pete doherty concert ....

thank you dear ex, that you're still my best friend and immediately there when I need you .....

thank for that so many people around me are that I like and respect .....

thank all those who read my blog and give me the feeling that they are interested in what in my head is so going on .....

thank for me the people in my environment will still like it if they once got to know my negative side .....

a thank my colleagues rudi ........ who was right there when I had to fast times in the hospital, a few days ago ...... and my other colleagues, because it myself so accept as I am ....

jetjungs ...... thanks to my cheer me in my nights on the jet ...... and let me think I'd be much younger than it is on my birth certificate ....

thank you dear nachtdienst team from kh tulln ....... for the nurture and care ....

and a huge thank you to my daughter ...... which my likeness, and fortunately again ......... not out there for me ...... listen to me. ..... about me ...... and makes me through thick and thin is less clichéd words ...... ...... join in with me every fucking :-)

and now a mega big foot in my ass ...... I did this because sit and feel sorry for myself for no reason ......

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

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thought ......

people love me, I covet
because they see through me learn
through me perceive their needs
their dream
vitality related to change

and I stay back empty and lonely

but now and then crosses a
away
in mine I wish all my hopes and projecting
where I lose myself
I desire, dear
gives me food for my soul
but usually not for my heart

and back again I will stay empty and lonely

Friday, December 17, 2010

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short post - Finding of the day

memo about myself - stop it, you fall in love in male, have
too much of that that is lost to you, no matter how much
you long after ....

Thursday, December 16, 2010

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End of story

So people. It has been decided. It was not my decision, I would really like & it differently, but I will not make the exchange year break, but. So I'm going to remove him from this blog ~ but not delete, I would not have the heart bringen. Ja, ich kann sagen: Mir geht es absolut schrecklich jetzt. Es liegt auch nicht am Land ~ nein das hätte ich wechseln können, sondern am Geld. Ich weiß nicht wieso es so plötzlich kommt, aber jetzt heißt es eben auf einmal: Nein, du kannst es nicht machen. Ich sehe das Ganze jetzt mit einem lächelnden (ich weiß, normalerweise heißt es lachendem, aber ganz so super geht es mir nicht) & mit einem weinenden Auge. Das weinende nimmt nur vor allem im Moment viel mehr Platz ein </3 Ich weiß nicht ob ich die Sache wieder vergesse, oder ob ich wie meine Mutter es vorgeschlagen hat ein Jahr später nach Asien gehen werde. Das werde ich dann wohl so ca im Mai entscheiden, when the application period begins. At most, it just breaks my heart that I can not count on my Culture shakers, because I simply do not belong with them. I have all so starting to love and now it says to me "Goodbye," which is so indescribably horrible. But for now I will just say that if you want to know if I'll do another ATJ, then look in the summer of 2011 again on my blog, then I will post again what. So then adios amigos ~ ~ Tschüssi ♥ I love you

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

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The first step into the void

Depressive title ~ Depressive mood. I do not know what to say about this big. Most have probably already in austauschschueler.de forum read, but to the ignorant: I put in there in a huge doubt phase. "Is the exchange year but somehow not too high for me?" ~ "If Venezuela is not too dangerous for me ~?" Do not I just the biggest mistake of my life?. "~ And yes, every single answer I answer myself with a" Yes "in my head I do not know what at one time going on, or where the whole thing, but it seems to me as I want it any more. This year, easy. The new experiences. It is as if I was just standing in front of the largest Scheme * ß to build the one at all only can imagine. Maybe I respond comes over me, and perhaps This all somehow suddenly, but I do not know really what I want and what I want. This is now also the mother no longer wants me to go to Venezuela, then the home interview hinhaut somehow not because we find no date on which all have time & & &. It's just too much at once. I do that right now no more. School year abroad, family, friends, prom, Christmas ~ I feel like the burst of sheer stuff buzzing around in my head. I love my German life, my friends and everything else that I have here. So what am I doing here anyway? WHY I do this? Yes, because it was my dream. And now I stand here and could cry now everything ;___: This may sound mega exaggerated, but that is how I feel now. Tomorrow is my mother call at AFS & clarify everything. Then decides how it goes with me and my year abroad .. And in which country I will go .. :. /

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bad

is my vacation from the bad ....... and plagues me some ....... ....... total due to counter-productive if there should be such a word ....... we can but laziness to say .....

I've done nothing of the things that I've made up my mind ..... my brain has disengaged on the first holiday ....... and now, a few hours before work begins, it begins to slowly bleed through again ......

not even my beloved facebook game I have fun ...... 'm

instead I've been staring for hours on the laptop and pointless ...... let time elapse sat watching TV and I've looked at buffy the vampire slayer ..... and it did shed tears when they spike has again beaten me, instead of kissing him ....... although, I shed tears when she kissed him but once he has ..... or an "i love you" added breathes .....

've finally yes I thought I would spend holidays mean it ........ not ....... but kissing vampire spank and clear ambiguities in front of me .... hinflüsternd

yes ..... that items such as food, clean up, go with the dog walk, I already hammer out ...... routinely done in the body all by itself ......

but I have not continued my story ....... I'm ready written cover letter not sent away ....... I do not have the e-mails written that I procrastinate for so long ..... ... my language courses completely negated ...... got no Christmas gifts crafted baked biscuits ......... no ......... have not taken my friends and can only hope that they forgive me and still have little patience with me ....... not have stopped feeling sorry for myself because the one I mean, does not love me ......... have not started again what my body for to do ........ have not eaten properly and instead swallowed fast food ....... have all failed firm, which I was invited ........ I've never slept properly .. ....


hmmm ..... when I read through so what I'm doing everything I see until I was really busy ....... if only do not .....

so but to a good holiday ......

and now excuse me .......... I have to do urviel

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

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COUNTRIES COMMITMENT

Oh my God I LOVE MY LIFE PEOPLE Yes today was one of those days where I did not expect the country to me an SMS Paula has written that today so many of AFS their countries did and lo and behold? I also got my back *-* It really was a crazy step for me in the I want-away-phase! I have so cried as I held the letter in his hand. I'm not even read to go into the house, but I've only just set on the steps. And when I started the words t "Venezuela" have read, I'm freaked out with joy \u0026lt;3 My heart is so absorbed because I was hoping the last weeks and days just so this country * -* It's the best thing I could have happened, I'm so sure! I'm excited when I first doubt again, but I just could continuously jump around! THANKS AFS, I love you! : D I am all the time with the words "YES YES YES YES MAN I AM GOD OR WHAT" (let bad habit of me so, I'm sorry,'s do not take it personally: D) ran through the house: D
and I hope Joan is not too bad, angry because they said has she will hate me if it is Venezuela, I'm sorry sweet: D ♥

my contract I send probably even this week as of yet. I'm so happy!

Monday, December 6, 2010

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finally a step change

At least I have something behind me now: Online Application.
Yes, I've finally sent off and I'm extremely relieved because of: 'D Now I'm lucky to still grant an extension for the list to get there, which is also very very good & that woman on the phone said it is very likely that I get the partial scholarship because my father would almost never pays maintenance, what I said in my tirade just got told. YES! Pure relief, even though I know the half so in a year if it worked really D:

I am currently in the before I-will-this-way-Phas e and I love that feeling! Even though I still do not know my country, I wait and wait and wait, bad, that's a not so good feeling again, but it'll come. I hope still to this week, please .. : D
Well, now I have more to say, because I will have to learn French. Tschüssi ♥ Ah, but

: The BT in Nuremberg was the hammer, the people were so fond *-* Thank you for the lovely afternoon Süssis

Sunday, December 5, 2010

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* And now here you see the beautiful "Melody of your Love" by Kit Butterfy Dsign - this time the preview: buy

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and my layout with the kit:

Credits:
Kit "Melody of your Love" by Butterfly @ Dsign http://www.digiscrapbooking.ch/shop/index.php?main_page=index&manufacturers_id=71
Pic: by Leandi

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Recently, a beautiful new kit from Albina to buy, it says "Sweets for the little santa" and it looks like: can

buy their kit at the * Matrioshki Scrap Designs * .

and here you see my layout with it ...

Credits:
Kit "Sweets for the little santa" by Albina Design @ http://matrioshkiscrapdesigns.com/shop/Sweets-for-the-little-Santa-kit-by-Albina-Design.html
Pic: by Sandra * * Chelisa

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also you can buy both in one package ...

Saturday, December 4, 2010

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some crazy hormone

hormone are stupid ........ or at least not

somehow they are quite useful ..... finally we can all push our hormone ......

if we are grumpy grumpy ....... ....... ...... if we do not want sex or what ..... if we constantly crying constantly ... . hinkichern or stupid in front of us ...... or all clean stuff continuously chocolate ....

hormone .... what else

my degree I go pretty annoying to go crazy ..... ........ and despite my constant dialogue with them, they can not settle down. ...

they insist ....... a man does not need her ..... but not any

he who finds me attractive ...... me and my subscribed by the time facial wrinkles known as ...... ....... ...... tentative kiss me because he already wanted to do all the time .....

not the one who rumfährt with me in the car to a quiet place ..... ...... there to cuddle with me ...... although I viiiiiieeeeeellllll 'm too old for him .....

would also brush up not the one I have long ...... so much to know and a good memory ..... for old times sake ....

.... no .... not all of which are

my hormones want to let me ....... I analyzed my error raises to the head ..... the one who tells me I babble too much to me ...... the most impossible All inquiries and then again for days ..... not the one who is sometimes very quiet and then just talks shit ..... the, warning of the many and I do not know what is dangerous about him ... ... the one who makes himself ridiculous myself in front of me and one day maybe also of other ......... the one who wears the pants off ...... and they do not want me .....

exactly they want to have

hormone are stupid

Monday, November 29, 2010

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Here you can see now the super beautiful "All I Want for Christmas" kit from Scrap Azur:

you can buy the kit at ScrapBird * * * and Cool Scrap Digital *

and talk my layout with it:

Credits:
Kit "All I Want for Christmas" by Scrap @ http://scrapbird.com/shop/index.php?main_page=index&manufacturers_id=87&zenid=9e9f3de9ab905ded90b17d2272459510 Azur & http://coolscrapsdigital.com/ index.php main_page = index & manufacturers_id = 87 & = Zenide 386060b19abe913a35ccd51bfc71749d
Pic: by is mum Maike

Friday, November 26, 2010

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Today for Black Friday is indeed some sales including in Digiscrapbooking.ch Shop ... Bella Studio also sold out so ... well worth a look inside today ... especially the flyer is the way to the shop link ...

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new CT Call of Bella Studio ...

Bella Studio is a great designer and she has another new Call ... so apply worthwhile, because it's really super nice kit ... Here is the flyer:

their products can be found at * * Digiscrapbooking.ch

good luck to all candidates for ...

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

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Cuties!
Yes, yes, there is again a change of AFS (:
Since I do not strength, thanks to my cat dander 100% can be in the Dominican Republic, I was called today and asked which country I want instead
After a little back and forth with. the nice woman there on the phone looks, my list now as follows:
1) Panama, Peru, Ecuador, Venezuela
2) Chile

means: I have all the other countries in the first place and pushed Chile made so far down so am I as good as sicher nicht hin komme D: Ich bin schlau, was?

Also gesagt wurde mir, dass es wahrscheinlich Peru oder Ecuador wird, weil die nicht so beliebt sind. Ich bin total zufrieden damit irgendwie, keine Ahnung wieso (:
Ich melde mich dann wenn ich mehr weiß, hihi.

Achja und wegen der Online Application: ICH bin fertig, nur die anderen brauchen alle noch ein wenig. Hostfamily ist geschrieben und so gut wie verbessert, Bilder sind ausgesucht. Nur meine Schule muss noch hinne machen und meine Ärztin, ich bin echt erleichtert *_*

Sunday, November 21, 2010

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new kit - Nouvel Hiver - Butterfly Dsign ...

Since today there is a super nice new kit from Butterfly Dsign ... Here you see the preview views: buy

you can order the kit at * * Digiscrapbooking.ch

addition, there is again appropriate cluster to buy the kit, of course, also at * * Digiscrapbooking.ch :



and my layout with the kit:

Credits:
Kit "Nouvel hiver" by Butterfly @ Dsign http://www.digiscrapbooking.ch/shop/index.php?main_page=index&manufacturers_id=71
Pics: by Leandi


Credits :
Kit "Nouvel hiver" by Butterfly @ Dsign http://www.digiscrapbooking.ch/shop/index.php?main_page=index&manufacturers_id=71
Pic: by sandycologne71

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Here is the super nice kit "Precious Garden" Bella Studio: buy

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and here once a layout with it:

Credits:
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Next, it is now the beautiful soft house "kit Lilou:

you can buy the kit in the * Digi Boutique * (soon) and Creations Boutique * Melly *

and here you see my layout with it ...

Credits:
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Here is the beautiful "Stop the time for you" kit from Scrapofangel ...

the kit you can buy back at * * ScrapBird .

and this is my layout with it:

Credits:
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Pic: by anjutka1982

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you can buy the kit at * * Digiscrapbooking.ch

addition you can also Buy matching cluster to the kit, they look like:


also can be purchased from * * Digiscrapbooking.ch .

and my layout:

Credits:
Kit "Winter is magic" by Butterfly @ Dsign http://www.digiscrapbooking.ch/shop/index.php?main_page=index&manufacturers_id=71
Pic: Mama by Maike


Credits:
Kit "Winter is magic" by Butterfly @ Dsign http://www.digiscrapbooking.ch/shop/index.php?main_page=index&manufacturers_id=71
Pic: by Sandra * * Chelisa

Thursday, November 18, 2010

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Hallöchen ihr Lieben und guten Abend.

Als wäre das Zeug was ich im Internet schon von AFS zum Ausfüllen bekommen habe noch nicht genug - kommt heut nochmal so ein riesen Umschlag von denen :D Da drinnen war: Schriftliche Zusage, dann dieses Zug von wegen dem Teilstipendium, so ein kleiner Bogen wo nochmal Informationen draufstehen, ne Check-Liste usw usw. An sich fühlt sich das ja gut an, aber ich hab nur bis zum 7.Dezember Zeit! Das wird mich umbringen x.X Morgen geh ich gleich zu meiner Klassenleiterin, lass mir dieses Schuldings ausfüllen, dann mach ich nen Termin beim Arzt, der mir alles ausfüllen muss etc und das alles bevor ich überhaupt weiß wohin es für mich gehen wird :D Das muss man sich mal vorstellen, wirklich.
Aber mir geht es so gut ♥
Alles läuft grad super. Liebe, Schule, Auslandsjahr :3 hach, mein Leben is beautiful: D


all I have now to say any more.
But you have to think of the times: in 16 days I meet already Johanna, Paula and the others!
Krass you: 3 how time flies!

love ♥

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

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ADOPTED

people: TODAY KAM The longed MAIL! : D I'm
accepted by AFS! I only had to call again and say how long I want to go (: Now it is certain: If all goes well with the money, I will be 2011/2012 for one year with AFS abroad I am soooo happy. ! Good as It can not be implemented now I bow to the preference countries -. the most difficult of everything. Sigh, my heart ♥

Really, I'm just as good. At first I did the math homework today is not very dirty and now the mail. But I must admit at the moment it was not particularly exciting, because I expected it. But now I almost burst with joy! Tomorrow I'll go then also in the Harry Potter premiere in Nuremberg, it runs just as well.

EDIT: The arch is filled in and signed, tomorrow I'll send it off: D
belongings with just my mom talked about it excluded a few countries (Honduras and Chile) and otherwise the sequence was indeed established a long time:
1) Peru, Panama, Dominican Republic
2) Ecuador, Venezuela ♥

now, we once again wait for the distribution of countries in early December, hach - I love my life!

EDIT 2: I got my grad login information for the online application and you can see everything so damn complicated, I must first employ a bit of it - but suddenly it is all so true, I can not believe it , darlings.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

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Back home.

Yes, so I'm back from the weekend at home and .. aaah it was so great! ♥ Okay, the other candidates were very much ... strange and not my case, but the program was really super cool. So I'm going to tell all here now, who cares it can read, yes, if not, then let it remain! : D
It all began with the fact that I went with my grandma to Nuremberg to take from there the train to Frankfurt (I immediately thought of Joan!) To the station 'Hirschaid' get out. Super, just the first two issues made me the fear train was late and he was totally full, I did not panic to get out! Fortunately, then before but still the station Erlangen where about almost all stepped out: D Meanwhile, I then Neda phone which was really nice \u0026lt;3 Good, arrived at the station in Hirschaid I was first confused because I did not know how I the house was to come rumschauen after some then it worked. Then I found the manager, to two other candidates waiting and went to the hostel. Since we first got name tags were in our room, had our bed cover etc. We were 13 girls (9 of them have applied for the PPP, one for Scandinavia, one for Canada, a USA only and I am of course times clean again fell out with my South America: 'D), which had to share a room, two boys and nine workers. Magnificent, really. On the first evening we had such a discussion, we have to be read a text and had only a bit superior to us and that even then thrash out in 5 groups (something we did Saturday and then made two more times). What really was the worst thing for me is that we have made such a history-round XD I had a clue, really - but that was not so important for me because I'm not PPP. Fortunately. Well, on with the text: The Energizer were soooooo funny even if it was totally embarrassing, "Let me your funky chicken" I had to laugh all the time: D I made it all just mega fun! Saturday night we have played a few games and then everyone was a private conversation 'invited' what I had fear most - but it was not bad at all! I was told only a few situations and I should do say what I would and there were a few questions about my self-description, so all very easy. Then: Oh my God! Spontaneous speech on a topic totally stupid, really XD "Left-handed yoghurt near the equator" - I'm such a babble Schmarn, something with the Chinese and in the other direction to run, but it was damn funny and I was mega good mood afterwards. We all laughed total and this weekend just enjoyed (: More to me is to now level one no more, but I have so everything does not tell completely, but in any case. My fear was totally unnecessary, the selection weekends are terrific and I! would love to go back there thank AFS

Oh.! and they said that probably all are accepted! (: HAPPY AAAAH (Although I did not beat a few people can understand what the hell: D) Now I wait it out to the mail

That's it again, you write, hehe

Love -.. !. Jill

Friday, November 12, 2010

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excitement.

Right now rising in three hours I got off the train in Hirschaid - NERVOUSNESS
When I look at the thinking about this: Recently there was a month, now there are only a few hours I'm looking! . so endlessly, but I'm still excited I am also my grandma annoying with the constant questions "Want to eat?" - "No" - "Should I do something?" - "No" - "But you'll get hungry on the train?" - "Grandma, no!" - "Have you's all wrapped up?" - "Yeah, man." summarize


So lost, I'm not hungry and have everything packed. But there is nervousness. And indeed in excess. I hope to have to make sure no talent show and a conversation topic for the workers and to find myself at the station. Wish me luck on Sunday then a detailed report is almost completely over the weekend, which will bring me closer to my dream.

Mom, I love you ♥

Sunday, November 7, 2010

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Hallöchen their loved ones.
Ich bin schlimm: Ich weiß. Ich hab mein Layout schon wieder geändert, aber JETZT lass ich es endlich mal. Ganz sicher!
So, meine Herbstferien sind jetzt also leider wieder vorbei. Dabei war es doch so wunderschön <3 Gestern nochmal ein Abend mit meinen ganzen Freunden, ich hab es so genossen, wirklich! Morgen würde es also eigentlich wieder heißen: Ab in die Schule. Betonung liegt auf: Eigentlich! Ich bin nämlich total krank geworden und werd' morgen nochmal schön zu Hause bleiben. Verdacht liegt nämlich auf Lungenentzündung >.< Das geht hier momentan rum. Ich könnte k*tzen. Ich geh morgen zum Arzt, weil ich wirklich Angst habe bis zum Wochenende nicht mehr gesund zu werden, or may not get out: actually a good question. Was the idea from my mom ♥ This toy would in fact ever almost lost his head & so does my grandma Sewn him such a thing turn so that it holds and that is to somehow show that I very attached to something. So remind me of things to my family. I find it actually quite a good idea: D So, all I have now no more to say ... Yes, hm (:..!.
I'll go eat now, despite illness or tasty yam

Much love
Jill

Friday, November 5, 2010

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The find what happened to me ........ continued

After I had sacrificed my champagne breakfast the ditch, I sat back in the car and drove home at last.
I just wanted to sleep. In the evening I had to be in labor, so I had not much time to recover.


The stupid hand could wait, perhaps I'd simply buried somewhere in the forest ... .... Tomorrow, or even better the day after, on my free tag.


At home, I had to ask my dog convince them that in the one for him so delicious-smelling sack, no reward was hidden. In this course, I failed miserably. So there was about nothing more than vorbeizuschwindeln me like a football player in him fool ... ... .... ... Run to beat. ... Tick. ... .. Run and touch down ... ... .. hand into the bathroom sink and door to ... ....


take off without me I fell into bed and into a dreamless sleep, thanks to my unique gift to all unpleasant to drive out perfectly. Of course, I had my
also displaced to provide clock radios, and so much I woke up too late.


Rauss out of bed, off to the bathroom ... ... ... ... Rauss sack from the sink ... .. ... ... .. hey where's the sack??


the hand, she was gone ... ... ....!
panic I stumbled out of the bad ... ... .. and on an empty plastic bag. Oh, oh!


My old stinker ... .. also known dog was hiding behind the couch. My cat was sitting with a bored facial expression front of the couch and cleaned their mouths.
So they, too, the little traitor.


Together they had eaten this ugly stinking hand.


While I just wanted to be angry, said a small little voice in my inner ... .... The sweet your problem solved! No digging, no problem ... .. yay!
I cuddled my little monster, went to shower and made me the way to work.
fun and relaxed I chatted with my client, was pushed despite the lack of sleep, hot swapped sms with my lover and was happy in life.


want against three clock morning I allow myself a little break and was on the way came to the camp, when two new customer.
A young man who assisted an elderly man.
Smiling, she came to me at the checkout.


>>> My dear woman ... ... .. I think they have something that belongs to my father ... .. and he would like it back. \u0026lt;\u0026lt;\u0026lt;


uncomprehending shaking I am the head until the older man raised his right arm. There should be where his hand was a thick, provisional, bloody bandage.


Somehow I managed not to scream and not easy to tip over behind the cash register.


>>> we want to return only the ring, one for us very valuable family heirloom ... ... .. the hand they can still feed their dog \u0026lt;\u0026lt;\u0026lt;The young man smiled cynically .


Oh god, the ring I had totally forgotten ... ... ...

To be continued ... ...



































Monday, November 1, 2010

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better (:

Hello encouraging love
Thanks for the words Thanks, thanks, thanks e \u0026lt;3
I am now recovering from the shock and I feel somewhat better again. They have

of YFU me again responded to my e-mail, but it was not really something useful indoors, say's the thing. But okay, I'll have to lump it. Although AFS organization is not my wish! Well, so then something of which you still do not know: I have long been my date for the selection weekend (AWW) and even a few days ago I got more accurate data to do so. From 12:11 to 14:11 in Hirschaid near Bamberg! I am sooooo excited and look forward now and totally:) I'm really curious what people come here and how the leaders are. So, um, what is there to say? All the fun costs 45 € + the train ride. I find quite expensive, but I still do not know whether I am accepted - but I'll take it! I've already saved up so what my mom does not have to pay all their own. Oh and I have a picture of me, an object of describes me, bring music and NEN cake. So this is voluntary, but the cake was mentioned, so I do it:)
What I am also happy animal is the board meeting on Dec 04 in Nuremberg! At last I see a couple of times then other Shaker culture. Paula, Johanna, Victoria, Janina, Dede and still others where it is not certain - I'm so excited * __ *
So more is there to say even more, except: my thumb felt for the AWW!

Much love, Jill

Friday, October 29, 2010

Optimist Homemade Dinghy

Bad news

I'm lying just really nervlig on the ground, believe me this
Just now I come home and see that the letter is here. I immediately had a bad feeling and that is what was confirmed when I opened it ..
I was rejected by YFU
prematurely.
Because my poor grades.

first I was just still sour, then I immediately called Neda appeal to their decision and fortunately they had ne free period, that would otherwise have been stupid. Thanks Neda, saranghae ♥
Then I called my mom from there and are only the Tears flowed throughout.

for me is really just a piece of my hopes and broken wuah, you can imagine is not that horrible feeling!
call Maybe I will touch base with YFU to ask at what GPA I needed for ..

from AFS, I just have more details and now I'll hang me in absolutely with my grades this school year by a good to excel at them! Otherwise the whole thing for me is the A * rsch. I better apply for student loans .. : Post follows: D

I'll do shortly, but I have just started to be times that I really am grateful \u0026lt;3
I meet so many good, nice people and can not really take my luck (: Especially

: Johanna and Paula, who have helped me busy with my layout. D
and Neda..:
because without it there is simply not the same.
She is always by my side.
and just as in Korean as I am.

saranghae



Otherwise, I hope, dass ich bald mal nen vollen Briefkasten hab und das Haare färben morgen nicht allzu sehr missglückt. ♥


Saturday, October 23, 2010

Multiplication Table Chart 100 -100

so everything ;-)

Quiet nibble woke me up. actually It was more of a mixture of chewing, gnashing teeth and sighs little sad.

Bravo, I thought to myself, my cats eat their breakfast again on my bed.
I crept deeper under my blanket, my ears did to .... And fell asleep again.
An hour later I was awakened by the noise above again. I ventured a brief overview of the blanket, but there were no cats, nor did any of tomorrow, like mice heads, viscera or eye.
I concentrated, held his breath and strained to hear, how loud the strange came.
law. ... Behind the bookcase ... .. no ... .. a little further forward, the larger bookcase.
Well, I allowed me five minutes under the blanket, then I would get up and the bottom seriesNew overcome to even look.
I shuddered before what would come to light. Probably be another half-dead mouse, or a blind mole who tried desperately to dig a hole in my wood floor.
My cat, the hunter and I hunt the dog, who then must retrieve the trophies for them ... ... to biokübel.
I could stand it no more, Rauss out of bed and off we went.
slowly taking out a book at a time, I felt myself.
The sighs were getting louder and more fearful. My heart beat wildly and I could feel like I got cheeks red with excitement.
With a jolt I took the last book ... ... ... ... ... .. and let it fall.
Ouch! .... I made ... .. the big illustrated book of erotic foot landed on my right ... ... Ihhhhhhh !!....... was the thing that came to the fore.
We stared at us.
I looked at an ugly, little gray man and a disheveled and with shock and pain panting woman.
the poor thing was shaking and his small pointed teeth chattered loudly.
It looked like a little gargoyle ... .. even had mini wings ... .... ... ... Ohhhhh cute.
Oh, yes it could possibly wish to meet ... .. or I could go with him to talk shows ... .. yes, I wanted to but always wanted to stefan raab ... .. ... ... I kommeeee Germany.
you my sweet-hearted little man, we will have fun with each other ... ... and I also have a full bank account ... ....
I reached out my hand to my new best friend even lift ... ... ... .. but since one of my cats jumped on the bed directly to the shelf, grabbed the little weight and he was gone ... ....
and all my dreams.
leaving behind only a little wings and a small caps ... ... ..













Friday, October 22, 2010

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friendly and stuff

Yeah Leute. Dank Johanna hab ich jetzt endlich ein neues Layout, was auch zu mir passt und welches ich irgendwie echt liebe! Danke Süße :) Hm, mehr hab ich eigentlich nicht zu sagen, außer dass ich bei YFU angerufen haben und die sich eingetragen haben, dass ich an dem einen Wochenende keine Zeit hab! Das heißt die Auswahlgespräche werden sich nicht in den Weg kommen! Ich bin so erleichtert. Ja und das war's auch schon wieder.
Ich hoff ich bekomm bald Post, oder ne Mail von AFS :)

Liebe ♥ How could you even see it, there is unfortunately no way to leave comments on what I find really really bad, but what does not is not indicated. In any case, I've posted on my links page for Schuelervz and Facebook, so that you can Adden me if you have any questions (:
see the tagboard or simply as something like a 'guest' in her news to me leave (I leave that to you \u0026lt;3

EDIT: Paula is a treasure thanks to her I have now but again ne commenting (: THANK YOU


Wednesday, October 20, 2010

The Black Death Result Graph

yyyyammmm






I personally am of the opinion that in Germany Never
so heiße Gestalten finden wird. Kim Jonghyun & Lee Taemin <33


Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Registration Number How Write

The find .... The find means continued

holding hands and smiling happily to myself I left with my new favorite man in the hotel.

What was an exciting night ... ... .. a well shiver through my body while I thought about the last hours.

> treasures, you can still take a piece with the car yesterday I forgot a few files in the office that I'd like to get more \u0026lt;

The pleasant showers turned to goose bumps ... ... keyword auto ... . and I remembered everything I had repressed so successfully in the past few hours.

> like to, of course ... ... ... ah ... hmmm .... Are you allowed to just not be surprised if a little weird smells. Will's you, did tell you yesterday ... ... .. I had a small accident with NEM bunny ... .. why I was so wet and dirty ... ... and stick to the part still under auto \u0026lt;

Yes, yes .... . I know not the best excuse, but I wanted to come up with something better is not easy.

> poor darling, thank God nothing happened to you 'he took me in the arm and I was like, and hot sex make love not only blind but also gullible \u0026lt;

Arriving at the car I took a deep breath and locked. But then it was not so bad. It smelled a bit of a dead mouse ... .. not anymore.
I drove my new lover into the office and after a goodbye kiss enough I made my homecoming away.
can actually sleep, I also have a little, and then the stupid hand brought to the police. Or I would just throw the bag out of the car.
No, not a good idea. Anyone can see me there and then discover the bag with the corpse hand. I'd really sit in the shit.

lost in thought, so I took these words to me and ... ... ... .. jackpot on a red traffic light ... ... and ... .. double jackpot ... ... almost here turning off into a police car.

I drove the same time pull over and rummaged in my bag license after. Already been knocked furiously on my window.

> please, please do not complain. \u0026lt;I tried it once "little girl voice" with the

> which means there ... not complaining .... they have become completely mad \u0026lt;

Oh, oh ... .. that was really furious because this would not work with the eyelashes.

> they give me their license, authorization, and then they get out ... .... Pannendreick, bandages, chop, chop \u0026lt;

I got out and walked with bowed head back to the trunk ... ..

> why they have no shoes on ... ... they stayed about even drunk \u0026lt;

is for me one ... ... I started to cry ... ... my last trump.

it> I'm so sorry, I was just in thought, he let me sit, and the high shoes that have done so hurt and
I would still be nice for him and he was not simply there and I am then ... ... ... ... .. \u0026lt;

the rest went in my sob as ... ....
moment he was lost in this. Helpless, he patted my shoulder and his colleague got out and calmed me.
I sat back in the car, she said to me encouragingly, recommended me for the next coffee house to stop and what to drink hot and calm me down. And then, slowly at first to drive home.
now works tränenverschleierter my eyelashes, smiling and grateful I drove off.

remained at the next opportunity I want ... .. but got out and vomited
dig into the ... ... ... ...

damn that was just too much excitement been

continued

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Adventure Island-rohini

boredom and new wall decoration

jawohl, wie ihr wohl aus dem Titel entnehmen könnt hab ich meinen ersten Termin!  Leider aber nicht für YFU sondern für AFS. Mein Auswahlwochenende ist vom 12.11. bis zum 14.11. in Nürnberg :) Auch wenn ich mich nicht freuen konnte, als ich den Termin bekommen habe: Ich freu mich mittlerweile total auf das Wochenende und bin super gespannt auf die anderen People * __ * The only problem is that I am slightly concerned that YFU will give me the date for my interview on the same weekend. I will definitely call time on Monday with them and let them know that since I have no time:)
I myself only (as well as Paula: D) bought a portfolio in which I now everything would classify fine:) And on my wall I have hung a piece of paper with this year's theme of the Culture shakers ♥

i will contact you when I know more about YFU:)


Much Love - Jill.
Oh yes: And I'm really happy that I go abroad due to my desire to know, so many wonderful new people! You are great. Especially Neda
: I owe you so much \u0026lt;3

How Many Calories In A Truffles Cheese Straw

first time something new


Hiya and Buenos Dias My country selection now looks like this: 1) Peru
2) Chile
3) Uruguay
4) Thailand
5) Ecuador
6) Argentina
So as you see the probability to Latin America to come quite high! : D


From the moment when I put the application later in the letter box throw it presumably means: WAIT. One thing I can not at all, but since I probably will not come around.


i will contact you again when I post from YFU (:
I hope soon!


love, Jill ♥