Sony G Lens Or Carl Zeiss

building freeze

my facade
built so painstakingly
with an iron self discipline
, unraveling
piece by piece

allows for each year
it more

admirers and lovers
order to maintain
more of sycophants
to mend the cracks

falls with each year
it harder for me
to renew it
decorate
maintain

and increasingly
I begin to think
they fall apart
let
world of my true self to show


because I believe
so bad it's not